I feel quite puzzled these days,for i was once a lovely girl living with my mom from my primary till my senior 3,after graduation,i stepped into one of the key schools,it is a local school,it seems good to me, but i met a boy who was working in the city near my school and we soon fall in love,but because of i am willing to accompnying him for every minute..i always choose to stay in his dormitory and even not going to school for some courses(it takes one hour in boat from the city to the local school),i think it maybe my first love with a boy,that's why i don't want to leave him for even a day,i know i have been no longer sensitive,i lose control,i feel very regretted for starting this romantic,and what i should concentrate is my study,my lovely medicine,rather than a man who may not bring me toomuch things except for some little so-called happiness....what should i do?i made hard try but i failedlots of time. i know i was a girl lacking for a dad's love and care ,but at the same time i am aggresive and ambitious,and prospect means a lot to me...but ,you know,it's hard to say concerning romance..can your guys give us some experience? i have to say that i like reading and study so much,and with him next to me i always read my book,and he's doing his works..we all love our life and talk about politics,sociaty,and bad feelings,we like each other...
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