Diary wirting on my birthday!
Blue is always around me those years but today I wanna keep this old friend away for a while today.
Thinking about what happened those years,I can not imagine how I manage to go through these years.
But whatever, I did not fall down I am still living today, I should still be the winner of life.
I think I will try tobe appreciated of life and enjoy it in the rest of life though maybe It will be much more tough.
I am trying best to make myself happy today(do some makeup,dress my favorite clothes) but still there is a little regeret,as the guy who I thought maybe bring happiness to me made me upset these two days.
Now I am not sure if he is my Mr Right and ifmy decision is correct or not.To me, It is a stupid idea to reply on others. No body can help me but me myself!
