Breaking the habit 打破惯例（打破常习）Memories consume Like opening the wound I m picking me apart again You all assume I m safe here in my room (unless I try to start again) I don t want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That I m the one confused I don t know what s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don t know why I instigate And say what I don t mean I don t know how I got this way I know it s not alright So I m Breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I ll paint it on the walls Cause I m the one at fault I ll never fight again And this is how it ends I don t know what s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don t know how I got this I ll never be alright So I m Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight记忆的消磨就像打开的伤口我正又把我撕碎你们都假设我在我的屋子里很安全[除非我努力去再开始]我不想成为战争总是选中的人因为从内心我意识到我是一个迷惑的人我不知道什么值得争取或为什么我要尖叫我不知道为什么我主动说非我本意的话我不知道我为什么会这样我知道是不对的所以我今晚打破惯例抓住我自己我牢牢锁好门我再一次喘息我比以前伤害了自己更多我不再有选择我要在墙上画下它因为我是犯错的人我将不再反抗这是它结束的方式我不知道什么值得争取或为什么我要尖叫我不知道为什么我主动说非我本意的话我不知道我为什么会这样我知道是不对的所以我打破惯例打破惯例在今晚
