"suddenly recollect that i cried the day u left,after that i realized i had no cried for a long time,so that day,i just have a thorough cry in the study alone,though it looks no like a man such way,i'm just out my mind.after u left,i realized only me now this world which belonged to us 2 ever,then i decided that i must live a hard life just like before,to insist on those faith we had together before,care nobody,nothin'.i knew u the one who knew me most,i knew u the ONLY one who knew me most.today,when alone,i still feel u are around me,lookin' at me.say nothin' but smile to me,so me too smile,smile,though it seems so uppity.today,i still insist,and just kinda miss u more,but never will i told nobody nothin' about the world of our only."
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